I’m going to collapse from the weight of my bones. Pushing my body so hard the floor groans I’m going to collapse from the frenzy in my mind My thoughts hijacking my soul every time The frustration, the emotion, the pain continue to climb and finally, I fall I would cry but I feel so disconnected from it all No tears come, so I lay on the floor The light at the end of the tunnel is not there anymore I call this healing fatigue, call it what you may But at one time or another everyone has felt this…Keep reading
Yesterday, I had the opportunity to participate in the Center for Lyme Action Virtual Fly-In. Every year at the beginning of the appropriations process, this nonprofit organizes a day of meetings with congressional representatives from all 50 states. As an advocate, I got to sit in meetings with New York’s senators and congressmen and women. There are six programs and laws we are asking congress to fund for the 2022 fiscal year, which include: The Kay Hagan Tick Act NIH Lyme disease and other tick-borne disease research Congressionally Directed Medical Research Program (peer-reviewed tick-borne disease research) National Public Health Framework…Keep reading
It’s hard to know what to say when someone tells you they are sick and not going to get better anytime soon. It’s hard to know what to do when that person is in a lot of pain day after day. This challenge leads to lots of hurtful comments, and in those moments, it’s really hard to be the person with the chronic illness. I believe a lot of the inappropriate comments people make towards those with invisible, chronic illnesses are a result of not knowing what to say or how to help. People want to fix the situation, but…Keep reading
I could be in a room full of people, but still feel alone. I’m trapped inside my head. While I may have made it to the event, the pain is still there, and it’s the only thing on which I can focus. There are brief moments I pop into the conversation, to the people surrounding me, but as quickly as they come, they vanish. There is a barrier between me and everyone else. I don’t see what is happening in front of me, as my eyes lose focus and my gaze falls on the far wall. Then there are times…Keep reading
Hi, I’m Maddy. Before starting a the “Two Much Lyme Podcast” with Julia, I wrote a blog all about living with Lyme disease and chronic illness called Maddy Meets Lyme. I continue to write, and will share some of my blog posts that correspond to episodes Julia and I publish.
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